{ P E R H A P S }

perhaps the timing was all wrong, and we should have either grown up together or not met until...much later

perhaps it is ALL my fault, although in reality it isn't...but perhaps it were...?

perhaps i had known you shouldn't feed kittens milk

perhaps previous experiences taught me better, but by responding how i had wished of others did i tell myself a lie?

perhaps jane austen should always be watched on sunday evenings

perhaps life was meant to be a fairytale

perhaps fairytales are more pain than pleasure than they appear to be

perhaps i should never have held on so tightly to what was never mine

perhaps next time i will learn my lesson and just listen to what people tell me

perhaps...

i am a complete fool.

T o . T e l l . T h e . T r u t h .

for a time, although i still thought of him every single day...i forgot what it meant to love someone. but i think i'm getting better at that again. i may be coming to the realization that you don't marry every man you love...but you still love them with all of your heart.

six months later and i still love him.