every day i've been saying it in different ways. i don't wear your jacket anymore, and that shirt is hidden away in my closet. i recognized to myself that i never really liked that smell you always used too much of. our places are no longer visited by just me, and when my eyes wander to that star i no longer cry. i've watched movies you would never try, and they were good. i no longer am someone who is ashamed and weak, and maybe you helped me with that, but now i'm on my own. and i am strong. and you were better than i was at being good. but i was better at loving people.
because no matter how many things about you i don't like anymore, i still love you. and that is why saying goodbye hurts so much now. it's as if you died this morning. and i cried. but then i was ready for it. it's almost as if i had already moved on long ago in my heart, but not my head.
those two can never figure out their thing.
goodbye. at least as lovers. i hope that we may still remain friends. and i hope you find someone who has everything in her that you said you loved in me. and i hope i find happiness again. but i am at peace here, without you. and maybe that's the answer to this question after all. i'm finally at peace.
see you later.
because no matter how many things about you i don't like anymore, i still love you. and that is why saying goodbye hurts so much now. it's as if you died this morning. and i cried. but then i was ready for it. it's almost as if i had already moved on long ago in my heart, but not my head.
those two can never figure out their thing.
goodbye. at least as lovers. i hope that we may still remain friends. and i hope you find someone who has everything in her that you said you loved in me. and i hope i find happiness again. but i am at peace here, without you. and maybe that's the answer to this question after all. i'm finally at peace.
see you later.
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