but seriously. why did i dream that?
sum up: in my dream last night the most unlikely girl decided to run off to vegas which caused me to call the most unlikely guy to help me track her down, which took us the entire night to pack for {seriously? pack?} which his dad then found out about us going and stopped us.
oh and sometime during the dream this very most unlikely guy kissed me.
and yes these are all real people in my life, thankfully not day-to-day life {at least one of them} otherwise i don't think i could look at them the same anymore. as it is...it's going to be hard.
i mean. seriously subconscious, do i really want him to kiss me? i mean...not only have i never really considered myself attracted to him but i know he is not attracted to me. so...no basis in any truth there subconscious. seriously. get it right.
yet why am i freaking out?
it's kind of crazy how that dream...of him next to me, and his lips on mine, how that makes me feel like i want to see another side to him.
no! it's just a dream. this is completely ridiculous. i'm a crazy person. and i swear, i won't be acting on this dream because 1) that's irrational, 2) that would ruin another friendship and 3) in dreams we may be perfect...but in reality, he's probably a really bad kisser.
isn't that how it is anyway? the attractive guys stink at it and the not-so-attractive-but-not-ugly-guys are really good at it.
this post should have ended four paragraphs ago.
sum up: in my dream last night the most unlikely girl decided to run off to vegas which caused me to call the most unlikely guy to help me track her down, which took us the entire night to pack for {seriously? pack?} which his dad then found out about us going and stopped us.
oh and sometime during the dream this very most unlikely guy kissed me.
and yes these are all real people in my life, thankfully not day-to-day life {at least one of them} otherwise i don't think i could look at them the same anymore. as it is...it's going to be hard.
i mean. seriously subconscious, do i really want him to kiss me? i mean...not only have i never really considered myself attracted to him but i know he is not attracted to me. so...no basis in any truth there subconscious. seriously. get it right.
yet why am i freaking out?
it's kind of crazy how that dream...of him next to me, and his lips on mine, how that makes me feel like i want to see another side to him.
no! it's just a dream. this is completely ridiculous. i'm a crazy person. and i swear, i won't be acting on this dream because 1) that's irrational, 2) that would ruin another friendship and 3) in dreams we may be perfect...but in reality, he's probably a really bad kisser.
isn't that how it is anyway? the attractive guys stink at it and the not-so-attractive-but-not-ugly-guys are really good at it.
this post should have ended four paragraphs ago.
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