i think it would be better to just give up on men. they are just more pain then they are worth. and i keep getting hurt. thankfully not hurt enough to have to suffer through another broken heart. just bummer days. and you know what? i don't feel happy. and that just isn't like me. i love my friends right now, i really do. but i'm just not as happy as i remember being before. and i might be alone if i take this path...but i think i will be happier in the long run.
yes, i know what you are thinking: "she's said that before..."
well who knows, maybe this time i will be successful. if not at least giving up the bad friends for no friends, but giving up the difficult friends for friends who i can feel truly happy around.
i'm tired of being judged and feeling like it's bad to be "sheltered". i like who i am. and i don't have to try everything to know they're wrong. i used to be so happy. and more than anything i want to go back to that.
yes, i know what you are thinking: "she's said that before..."
well who knows, maybe this time i will be successful. if not at least giving up the bad friends for no friends, but giving up the difficult friends for friends who i can feel truly happy around.
i'm tired of being judged and feeling like it's bad to be "sheltered". i like who i am. and i don't have to try everything to know they're wrong. i used to be so happy. and more than anything i want to go back to that.
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